Fun are always easy and great to have it..but, it also flee from the moment since it ended.. Busy and busy..totally feels that i am always work more than others.. I dislike people whom are irresponsibility..it means that didn't work till the end once it started.. or maybe i am over-helpful..For me, I seen that certain task is easy once we are willing to try it.. For example, assignments..saying wanna do it together but at the end FFk.. And then saying wanna help but at the end didn't help it and just letting me summarize and finish it for the particular assignments.. Not to say i am stingy and count on my involvement of what have done so much..But, i am also human.. i also have my limitation..i think i almost reach my ultimate limitation... I can endure for this moment but i don't know i can endure till when.. maybe after i flee from this particular environments...
i am tired of doing things of more than yours.. In reality it is unfair for all of us.. You can shout to others by pointing their wrong doings..but without realizing that oneself wrong doing are more crucial..i do not know what i trying to convey when i am trying to be good to others..but certainly i am just trying to be good without any purpose.. Maybe i am scared of judgments at the end of the days.. haizzz... i am drowning into same habits... i wanna change... Not to be a tools of utilisation...
Oh! u in library? hehe... I agree with you, was trying the best to be the good person, which can help u when u in difficult and do more things than others juz to complete our task perfectly. Sometimes they are ppl who appreciate our help, But sometimes there are bastard who take is as granded. So, just voice out lo.. don't make our life harder. No ppl will judge u badly when in fact you're not a bad person.
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