2009

i have celebrated my new year eve with my friends at sunway piramid

it's as fun as i thought..seriously..

it 's good to see how actualy people celebrate new year eve and countdown

but it is not as fun as overseas..

but after the celebration i just reflect back myself that

- what i have done in the past few years?-

wasting a lot of time especialy in this current holidays..

i din't make a lot of things get done on the right time...

i was wasting my time and money

where i hang out with my friends almost evcrydays.

-shopping mamak msn everything -

i was aimless and less motivated..

- i do not know what to do -

or should learn how to cooparate with others

- but i do not know how to act fake seriously

i can't used to it -

i want to learn more things but i think i just can focus on my studies..

this sem result not so good - sigh-

anyways i will try to get back my study mood..kinda useless..

i hate this feelings so bad!

i think i almost forget who am i - seriously -

i should be more preserve~~

- what makes me who am i today -

i should not think back the unhappy things

- whenever i saw i will flash back those unhappy things-

the emo started to find me back

moodless~ ~

i wanna get rid of relying people

i don't really wanna put my rely on people

cause human are weak!! and so do i!!

maybe i just time to wash away those unhappy thingy..

*things can't goes back as we want

but we just can choose what is next for us..*

my resolution

- to be a better man truly -

- be grateful for what we have now -

- never regret for our action and thoughts.-