Coming back to my hometown.. Things never happen for what i have expected.. Thought it will be gathering and yes it do to certain ways..
But somehow what the gathering i am waiting for and expected it did not happen.. Just feel that maybe they are busy..Or i am also coming back hometown every two times in a year..arrggghhh!! i am still living in the conception of count into people 's action..i shouldn't cared so much and no more analysis either.... i think it will be declining as i grown.. something fash in my mind - then i no need coming back so often when holidays since no much people are welcoming me.. Even my brother take out the double-storey bed.. and didn't put it back when i am back..
*my existence is *lebih* wan..
Time is a help people to get used of something then become habits.. Everyone is changing including me but somehow i never show to my friend.. Previously,i thought we should carry ourself to our friend as before that we met each other.. but, i think i should accept the fact instead of denying that time isn't a habits..
time VS habits
i admit that we cant fight against the timing frame.. somehow life still goes on as there is no such things that can't live without anyone in this world.. Also,i found that people has their authority to change or either not.. That is why i am not blaming on them.. Just that feel losing something and the gap exist between the circle of human beings...
i lost the feelings on mankind..Now,i feels that human are just part of God 's creation.. so i don't think wanna care about them much.. Not to said be cruel but when comes to some arguement nor fight just use this concept..
it is more to got or not also not so influencing.. You will know if you get what i meant.. haha
*loved someone who treat you right*
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